Do you think I do not cry,
at night alone in bed?
And do you think I do not feel
the pain inside my head?
Just because you see no tears,
Rolling down my cheeks.
Doesn’t mean that they aren’t there,
it means you are too blind to see.
The tears I cry are scarlet red,
but from my eyes they do not seep.
Although they arise while I’m alone and you sleep.
Scarlet red stains my soft skin,
while the guilty blade sits in sin.
Don’t blame it, Don’t blame me,
you drove me to this madness.
These bloody pools of sin.
This pain I do no longer feel,
Scarlet tears from my skin.
Originally posted on deviantART on November 1st, 2005.
Written when I was 14 years of age.
Current Mood: 
Calm & 
Cheerful
Dark cold streets filled with hate,
and tall buildings made of cold slate.
Walls stained with paints from cans,
darkness will never sleep in this land.
Where children cry and live in pain,
where people seem to have gone insane.
Where hurting hands from fighting gangs,
ignore the weak’s despair.
And broken glass hides in the grass to
wait to find its prey.
Of crimson blood to stain is stalks,
to blend with the blood stained streets of grey….
Originally posted at deviantART on November 7th, 2005.
For one of my friends, Swift, based on a request for a story she was writing at the time.
Written when I was 14 years of age.
Current Mood: 
Anxious
This is written for the ![[info]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif)
merlin_rarepair August challenge “kinks”. It is unbeta’d. I’ve never written this pairing before, I might never again. This was a bit of a…. walk in the darker places in my brain that I try to let alone most of the time. My muse wanted to write it, though… and as all writers know, we are our muses bitches.
Title: No ones listening.
Author: Steph P. (aniraangel on lj, nashira on ij & dw)
Pairing/Characters: Morgana/Uther, hints of Arthur/Morgana, Arthur, Merlin, Uther, Morgana
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: BDSM, blood play, orgasm denial, non-con, dub-con, sodomy, branding, knife play and a few other unsavoury explorations of human nature.
Spoilers: Probably all of season one.
Disclaimer: Not mine, etc.
Word Count: 5,185.
Whats the point in all this screaming?
Current Mood: Anxious
My offer on the previous post is still active, these are the responses for the (measly two) prompts I’ve gotten thus far. You can do better, people! 
eta: AWESOME. LJ cut plugin works and cross posts right!
Title: Good Impressions
Rating: G
Word Count:239
Author: Steph Payne of Hidden Nights (aniraangel on lj, nashira on ij and dw)
Warnings/Spoilers: None that I can think of.
Notes/Disclaimer: Don’t own the characters etc, don’t sue. All copywritten materials belong to JKR and her publishers. ETC. Enjoy!
Sirius and Remus have just discovered that James hasn’t told them that Lily has agreed to date him, his reason “I’m trying to make a good impression, you aren’t exactly the most…” For Ty.
What the Hell?
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Title: The Green Fairy
Rating: PG-13 for almost sexin’ of the non-explicit variety
Word Count: 618
Author: Steph Payne of Hidden Nights (aniraangel on lj, nashira on ij and dw)
Warnings/Spoilers: Not much, unless you didn’t know Dumbledore was gay. Oh well, now you do. Carry on!
Notes/Disclaimer: As I’ve never written these characters before, I’m rather sure it’s not wildly epic, but I do hope you enjoy it sweety. I also do not own the characters/places etc of J.K. Rowling’s “Harry Potter” works, though I would totally be down with it if JKR ever wants to trade. 
Green Fairy, Albus Dumbledore/Gellert Grindelwald. For Jacky (![[info]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif)
raivyn_)
Boys Never Learnt
Current Mood: 
Intimidated & 
Mischievous
me being too lazy to want to edit three year old stories yet, I’m proposing to try something I did three years ago. I am offering to write you guys a ficlet. Each. Perhaps several each if I have time. What is a ficlet? A ficlet is larger than a drabble and smaller than most one-shot’s. Mine average at around 200-600 words and I can usually write them up fairly quickly. There are some quick rules though.
- It MUST be a fandom I know, preferably know well. I’m willing to write mythos based ones, too – but if I need to look the myth up it may take longer. I write Harry Potter fanfics the most, though lately I’ve been writing Merlin fanfics and Arthurian Mythos but feel free to ask for something else if you think I can write it.
(Hint: Check the “about” page as it has a growing list of fandoms I know about).
- Only one prompt per person at a time, once I’ve posted your ficlet you may request again, though I try to do these in order so don’t be surprised if you have to wait a wee bit if there are already others.
- I’m not going to restrict which pairings/characters you can ask of me much, but for the love of all that is holy please don’t give me young child/adult pairings, kay? I’ll write kids, just not that.
- I will try to write fics for all the requests, but no promises. Fics will be posted in new posts in groups.
- If you really want, I’m willing to write original fic.
Otherwise, have at it! This is what I need you to tell me in a comment(if you’re seeing this from one of my journals or comms, you need to come to the original post to request, sorry.): 
Fandom: fandom here
Prompt: prompt here
Pairing/Character: pairing/character here.
Current Mood: 
Amused & 
Creative
